Happy New Year!

Happy 牛 year to everyone!

This CNY didn't start very well for me, so I'm hoping that it'll change in the next few hours, or the next few days, and hope that it'll be the same for her.

Loving you.

林峰 & 泳儿 - 明天以后

泳儿： 在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林峰： 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动

泳儿： 你的好 你的坏
林峰： 我的脾气你最懂

泳儿： 我不要你心疼我
林峰： 我不要你离开我

合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳儿： 我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰： 因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气

林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿： 只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心

合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起

林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里

泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一

合： 还微笑祝福你


泳儿： 爱情总让人折磨
林峰： 所以我们才选择
合： 做比情人更好的朋友

泳儿： 我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰： 因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气

林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿： 只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心

合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起

林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里

泳儿： 有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一

合： 还微笑祝福你


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我现在希望能做比朋友更好的情人,，可以吗？

心声

From the first day I knew you, I've liked you and subsequently, after knowing you more, fallen in love with you. Yes, in the past there was a period of time where I wanted to woo you so that you will be my girlfriend eventually.

But now, things have changed. Right now, all the things that I do are just for one purpose, and that is for you to be happy. And I mean happy from the bottom of your heart, not just the surface. I've been a clown for too long just to make people happy, and it made me look stupid, childish, irresponsible. I'm changing now, to become a man. One that is capable of taking care of you and making the important decisions (not where to eat, where to shop etc.) when needed.

Right now, the things that you're going through, it's terrible. You're choosing not to tell me anything, and I accept that. But it's because of this, I can't do anything at all except to be there when you need someone. Give me the chance to care for you, love you, protect you, and take care of you. It really hurts me so much to see you in such a state.

Many people might think that I'm just bullshit-ting, and that I'm doing whatever I'm doing just to get you to be my girlfriend. But right here, I'm announcing to the world that it's all wrong. 我敢发誓. Even if in the days to come, you get to know someone else, and you start to believe and fall in love again, and become the Audrey that I used to know, it's enough for me.

Am I stupid? Maybe.

Is it worth it? Definitely.

Happenings

A lot of things have been happening around my life recently, and it ain't good. Thankfully, I found a song that happens to describe everything that I want to say.

Backstreet Boys - I'll Never Break Your Heart
Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again

I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me

I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie

As time goes by you will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes

And I know you're afraid
To let your feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go

I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

No way, no how
I'll make you cry


It hurts to see you like this, and yet there's nothing I can do except to be by your side when you need someone to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on. Be strong. You have many friends supporting you. And me.

Sexy?

Get Your Sexy Name

Tired

Been catching up on my sleep debts. I mean, who sleeps only 1 hour in 80 hours?

Late nights are taking a toll on me. Pimple outbreaks man! OMG! I look ugly!

Start of a new year = Time to chiong in my studies. I find that I don't have much time left in doing my projects and stuff. But things are starting to look brighter, after being in doubts over whether is my project feasible and useful. Apparently many secondary school teachers need a system like the one I proposed in my final year project. Now it's time to develop it.

And yes, I'm serious people. I AM STUDYING! Who says I don't need to study?


我会做一个永远在你身边的男人，无论任何风风雨雨。