Letting It All Out

I'm really happy for you, that you have finally found someone that you truly love and vice versa. But at the same time, 我的心好酸，好痛. Now, I'm gonna be like the male lead actor in “我的野蛮女友”.


- Do not drive too fast. She will hyperventilate.
- If she does, stop by the road shoulder, open all windows, and let her breathe slowly before driving off again.
- She loves cockles, brocolli, the steamboat at Golden Mile Tower, the japanese food at Cuppage, the duck noodles near her place, the Sakae Teppanyaki outlet at Cineleisure (with Will as the chef), belachan chilli, seaweed as it is, cheese, instant noodles with lots of Marmite, red roses, her dogs.
- She doesn't like sour stuff, green chilli, seaweed in soup, any type of chocolate, speeding.
- She wants a red Nintendo DS lite. Buy one for her. I gave away the one I bought for her.
- If she's in a bad mood and she hang up on you, don't get angry. She'll be fine after it's settled.
- Do not talk about the incident the next day onwards.
- If you buy Macdonalds for her, make sure you have tomato sauce and mayonnaise. Upsize the fries.
- She doesn't really drink soft drinks, except for Coke. Even that, she doesn't drink it all the time.
- She likes green tea. From either Heaven & Earth or Pokka.
- Do not stop her from drinking when she's high.
- When she's drunk, make sure she drinks water before she goes to sleep, and drinks water when she wakes up.
- If she doesn't, force her to. She doesn't have a habit of drinking water. Make sure she does from now onwards.
- Do that after she smokes 2 sticks of cigarettes when she wakes up.
- She smokes Viceroy Menthol. Don't buy light.
- Do not try to wake her up from her sleep.
- If you really need to, you will get scolded.
- But don't worry, she won't remember a thing.
- If she's cold, hug her.
- Sing for her. She likes it.
- Tell her that she's pretty everyday.
- Help her choose her clothes and her shoes when she's changing.
- Go learn bedtime stories. She likes it.


I'm going to miss all that we had.

I still love you.

I guess it's time for me to learn how to let go.

But I really don't want to.

Damn.