Really Lost

Next Friday was supposed to be me and Dear's 4th Year Anniversary.

But now, it has ended.

Why?

Why was I so stupid to lose her?

It's 2 days already, and I feel like crap.

I don't know what to do. The only thing that I'm thinking of doing now is to change, and hope that she comes back to me.

Because I will never give up.

Never.

The only time I give up is probably the day I die.

I love her too much, that I can't afford to lose her.

Been crying alot for these 2 days, whenever I think of all the memories that we had together.

I don't want them to end. I want to have more memories with her.

I will change.

I love you.